Hello all, thank you for the emails and for your concern. I am alive and I am well. recent events have left me with no words to describe them, and no desire to. A step back from my own mind, a vacation from recollection. Sleep my only escape, so off to bed, not to forget things, just to take a break from them, because for 4 months, and 11 days more they will be there waiting for me the second I wake up.